Yin and Yang...not so much

Today I officially turned on my air conditioning.  The high was 86.  I sat out by the pool and napped and went to the movies with a friend.  I am getting all my relaxation in because it is back to the grindstone tomorrow night.  Time off really is underrated.  To have a certain lifestyle you have to sacrifice and work hard, and I am still working on finding a balance between working and feeling like I am selling my soul and that life is passing me by as I try to get ahead vs. wanting to sell everything and just do yoga and surf and travel.  Ug.  Why isn't this easy?  Why is it so hard to find balance?  I feel like as I get older things are going to get more complicated, not less, and it is slightly terrifying....